I know I can be accommodating to a fault but I can also be "pinaka-alanganing tao," if prompted to be one. I can be three times ill than what you will give me. It is not because I have this highest perception about my self, but for you to understand what was given before my patience run off. I always say this to a lot of my friends-- it is not my responsibility to correct other people, do not expect me to consul you, go to your mother if you need to feel good. Do not expect me to kiss ass, I do not need to do that. I do things because I feel it is necessary, it is for the good, for what is fair, not because I need to uphold professionalism. It is my hope my work, my results, how I carry things will speak of who I really am in all the businesses, affiliations, projects, and other people I have worked with. I am not perfect in doing everything, but I swear to you I never stop on things until it will become one. Sometimes even if my gut feel will tell me to stay away, logic and other factors will prompt me to override. I resent the fact when that happens it normally backfires on me. That is why I do select people who I associate myself with. I need to do that because I know sometimes it will take |
everything of me to someone, to something who I will devote time with. Also I know if I am not careful the dark side of me will surface again and again, and I will hate my self if I have hurt someone in the process. When remorse comes, it means it is too late.
When I am annoyed I feel I'm somewhat looking like this kahit naiinis ako, sana!
When I am annoyed I feel I'm somewhat looking like this kahit naiinis ako, sana!